Tuesday, August 26, 2008

Going In For Life

Man I have so much on my mind right now that its crazy. Its like a bunch of emotions running through my head at the same time. Ive had this girl in my life for almost two years now. Imean like the first year everything was cool, holdin hands and shit like that, but its like it just started taking this turn for the worse. Its like she started to get comfortable with the nagging and the complaining about nothing. She also used to dress her ass off and its like she just fell off, im like WTF is goin on. So we are kind of taking a break right now. But im also about to join the Air Force and I want to take get married and take her with me but im not completely sure if she is the one. Imean I love this girl to death, sometimes i may act like I dont give two fucks about her but I guess thats just the mentallity of a dude. Shes kinda taking the break thing kind of hard but she has to understand that im only doing this to work on our relationship. Yea but like i was saying, I dont want to get settled down and everything with her n another state and she goes right back to the nagging and complaining and then im in a situation that I put myself into. And you know I talk to other girls and shit but they dont mean shit to me, they dont even come close to her but she cant see that. I just want her to grow up and understand that everything is not such a big deal. And now im starting to miss her like crazy. I love her so much man and i dont think she understands that. I would give this girl the world but she just dont act rite sometimes and it makes me be like I dont want to give her shit. Man but im pretty sure when we do get back together dat we gone be at it better than ever. I Love You Girl. You know who you are!

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